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Falling Up
02:38
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I took three pills this morning
One cause I'm depressed
One cause I'm unstable
One cause I'm hopeless
I took three bumps this morning
One because I'm stressed
One because it's not enough
One just for a kick
Now I'm waiting for when I can finally get some fucking sleep
Because I haven't slept in days and I'm tired of feeling this way
My brain is set on overdrive
I don't want to be alive
Smoking my sweet remedy
It's taken control of me
I can't stand up without blacking out and falling over
and I can't stop picking at the skin on my legs
Grinding my teeth to dust, nobody I can trust
Stuck in my bed and my head is fucking spinning
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling up
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling up
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Using Dreams
02:54
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I want to get the fuck out of Orange County
But I don't have a car and I don't have any money in my bank account
I want to get my shit together
But I keep going back to rehab and doing drugs when I get out
Tell me how the hell do people do it
Without burning out and dropping out
Now I am out here on my own
I don't know what the hell I'm doing
I still feel like a child running from my home
But I'm 21 years old running from a sober living
Tell me how the hell do people do it
Without fucking up and smoking up
So I'm learning how to stay off crystal meth
But I never got the chance to catch my breath
And every time I try to close my eyes and sleep
I have using dreams
I want to get the fuck out of this country
Before this place tears be apart
But I don't think a change in scenery
Would fix the broken pieces of my heart
Why should I even go on living
I lost almost everything I lost almost everything
I'm immature and I don't want to go to school or work
I just want to play my songs and love my friends change the world
But this self destructive cycle has taken hold of me
What the hell do I have to do to break free
So I'm learning how to stay off crystal meth
But I never got the chance to catch my breath
And every time I try to close my eyes and sleep
I have using dreams
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Loudmouth
03:16
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I want to go back in time and tell my past self
To shut the hell up and think about what
You're about to say before you let those words out your mouth
I'll be talking to somebody and I'll think they're really cool
I want to be their friend but I feel like a tool
I keep running conversations into dead ends
I just keep on talking
And I keep on regretting
Everything I say
Every single day
And when I reflect
On the things I said
I feel ashamed
I want to steal everything I need from every store
I wish I had more money I wish I was doing more
I would have, should have, I could've if I'd only (shut up!)
If I'm not gonna do it then why even say it
And why would I say it if I could just do it
No one really needs to hear it cause actions speak louder than words
I have to remind myself where I come from
I grew up with examples that I know are wrong
I'm still learning a new way of being
And I keep making so many mistakes
Sometimes I cross my friends boundaries
Sometimes strangers cross mine
Sometimes I end up in the wrong place at the wrong time
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